can we stay the way we are for forever now miss?

I am going to miss you so much.

But I will count the days down until your back.

Date: 21 Nov 2008, 05:46 PM


Hey you.
No show last night at le panic...way past your bedtime?
x

Should've gone.

WHY DID I THINK 

I COULD GET AWAY 

WITH BEING 

SUCH A FUCKWIT THEN.

If you could only read my mind.

You would know that things between us ain't right.

I know your arms are open wide.

But you're a little on the straight side i can't lie. 

Your one vice,

It's you're too nice.

Come around now can you see 

I want you all tattooed, I want you bad.

Complete me.

Mistreat me.

I want you to be bad.

If you could only read my mind.

You would know that I've been waiting

So long, someone almost just like you,

But with attitude, I'm waiting,

so come on.

Get out of clothestime.

Grow out those highlights.

Come around now can't you see. 

I want you, in a vinyl suit.

I want you bad.

Complicated.

X-rated.

I want you bad, bad, bad, bad, bad

Bad.

Don't get me wrong.

I know you're only being good.

But that's what's wrong.

I guess I just misunderstood.

NEGATORY.

you can be so amazing sometimes.

This Is The Song You Asked Me About <3

There has been so many things you've missed.

So many things I have been missing from.

These can't and never will be replaced.

Nor will they be made up for.

It has never been able to be my decision for anything.

You pretend you don't think about me. And this is the result.

I have absolutely no place in your life anymore.

And lately, i've realised this goes both ways.

But this is what you have created to try to be happy.

I bet you would say the same answer I did when you asked me then.

But I am now happy.

all the time

i've waited patiently

hoping that

you would notice me.

i remember the day i heard

you sing it.

sorry that i represent the laying down
of some dream, but dreams are not to
be won or lost they are to be dreamed and,
life is always moving like
love moves at its own will.
my question to you then would be
why do you sit so solemn and,
still hold my name
to validate some fallen throne,
when you have your own true lane to blame
for tournishing your own home,
you could be dreaming.

i like it when you are nervous.

you can't expect me to guess.

some days i'm afraid that the world is closing in and the weight of it all makes me feel too small like i'm falling.
but most days, i'm so amazed by my friends and family that nothing can touch me, no one can push me down again.
well i could show you a thing or two, yes i could show you where tears come from, then we could cry at our sad lives. but the sun will set so lets not forget just to enjoy our lives.
i put my arms around too many that had it in for me. double edged swords with no rewards but pain and instability. in the end i can't pretend to want or need them as friends.
i say, its all my love, enough is enough, its time for beginning.

fuck i am beginning to hate my life. again.