no.

i don't care.

i'm done with your picking and choosing.

if this is how its going to be.

my aim is to move on from this mess.

not jump back into some screwed up world you call life.

it's not going to be just when you want it.

i'm not going to let you hold up my life for one more minute.

it's nailed me to the ground.

 i've realised i need to get back up.

where i need to be to live.

the book is full of my lies.

but you'll never ever see it.

at least i'll know with the next one.

and maybe they'll listen.

and when i warn how it is.

thats how it be.

or nothing else.

it was only ever your own choice.

to live your own past.

now your free to start your future.

my choice is to not to be there.

for your own self-identified benefit.

there was never anything more i could do.

you just stayed too long than i could ever deserve.