
"Nothing last forever, but you can try".
Thats right isn't it Van Amorossi? I hope not. Things that should last forever mustn't be something to force. It will if its meant to, naturally.
I mean, decisions last forever right? And choices and actions. Yes. I always think its a good idea to plan before you resume. Things will be lost if thats what it takes. Too bad.
I'm copying off a draft. I scribbled this down whilst at work today, Wednesday is such a nothing day. Its mid - week and still not close enough to day dream about the Friday-onwards plans, because they are never concrete.
Although, here with my 4th coffee of the day, due to lack of sleep last night, i'm almost letting myself think about what i'll do over my weekend that is on its way. I'm feeling it might not be much, and i'm not sure i want it to be either. Time tells. Either way. But straight to the ponit, i don't mind hearing my alarm go off at 7.30am. Who wouldn't with an alarm tone as Waking Up In Vegas?
Sitting here i've realised i get enjoyment out of the music here at my prison surrounded training centre. It doesn't seem like much variety, there are alot of Australian artists, which i enjoy, especially Kylie Minogue. She had some awesome songs in the early 00's. One day i will sneak my ipod in and play my choices. I'm sure everyone would appreaciate some Tegan and Sara, Kt Tunstall or Blink, or Paramore, but mostly some Katy Perry, just as much as i would. Good faves.
I'm only thinking this because I am tired today and i've chosen to sit down and write all day. Practise makes perfect. My best words of advice. Obv.
Something else - I'm having the smallest (yet big to me) problem these days. Last week someone in my family bought over a muscle stimulator. I put it on my right bicep for a solid 5 minutes. I don't know if i'm imagining it, but its so much more dominating now than the left side. I am aware though. So if anyone tries to get tough with me i'll make sure I am facing slightly sideways so they can become aware, also of my strength. Put it this way, one side looks like Madonna the other looks like an Olsen twin's arm. Hectic etc.
Ok, another Kylie song i'm hearing. I think its called "Put Yourself In My Place?". Its one of those songs that play in the background and all you can here is the high notes in the chorus, and totally recognise it. That makes me feel cosy. As do many other things, but miss Amorossi may be too right. Bye now. x
Thoughts of the day: Get the Australian army dudes outta the faggy war. OMG.
Song of the moment: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGyqdB_hFxw
...this song was on Sisterhood of The Travelling Pants agezzzz ago.
Most correct lyrics i've ever known.
Why i love this woman. x