Thanks to a certain song i am currently listening to, i feel like writing shit, well, typing, also..not shit, but you know, ok. Duh. So i had my aunties wedding today, I was so not feeling the family mingle thing though, just quietly. But taking in account, after a big night out only ending 7 or 8 hours earlier, i refused to blame the way i was feeling all day on my hangover.
I had to do all the music shit, bad choice. Every time i'd be having a quiet sit down/trashy nap, eating food which slowly hepled cure me, i'd hear Brooke, Brooke.. turn it low for a sec, Brooke can we get the mic on, wait we don't need it, Brooke.. guitar time, Brooke put this song on..Chook put a song on for the bride dance. Right, you get the idea hey. I didn't love it really. It was only acceptable to me when i was asked to put on Single Ladies by Beyonce whilst doing that throw backward a bunch of flowers thing to the unmarried women, highlight of the day for me personally. Of course i was standing in the group to catch it, but my sister caught it, what a shame. So, i got tears in my eyes.. over that, yay.
I think i was ready for bed, but i do actually enjoy crying sometimes. I want to invest in a partner for that. I could probly only think of one person to do that with. Thats the person who uses this too, and knows i enjoy her writing. Cool.
I watched the footage of the ceremony thingo, which i filmed, and after being in front of cameras and shit before, you really like to do the close ups, rad panning, dirty wides, and pick-ups here and there..I think i just like using the words, especially dirty wides. This does make me laugh though, such a typical thing for me to think of, i'm so nerdy. When mum, my sis and nan and i watched it earlier, they were laughing with me at my silly ass filming, fast panning and such. At least i know it wasn't clever.
At least i've come to the end of the family week. I had my aunt and her new husband, and my pop living with me for about 3 days before today, i never imagined how messy things can get with a couple of extra people in the house. But it wasn't all negative, my mum's side of the family are pretty great, love some good music, really enjoy their lives, and don't believe in judging anyone on anything, how sucessful you are at anything, what kind of person they are, shit like that. That attitude so rubs off on me easily too..i'm so glad i can be influenced that way by my family. They also love to have a few drinks of an evening, invite some friends over, have some rowdy chats, which is a favourite pastime of mine, even better when the party is at your house. I can still say its good to be back to normal though.
I like to type p.s. Sometimes i catch myself not looking at the keyboard whilst typing. And i think that is amazing. x
